Friday, February 19, 2016

Can I graduate yet?

I am seriously ready to graduate from BYU.  I have thoroughly enjoyed my college experience and have met so many wonderful people but boy I am ready to be done with assignment, papers, note taking etc.  I am also ready to get paid for all of the hours I put in at the hospital for clinicals.

This semester for my capstone I am assigned to the progressive care unit at UVRMC.  It is a step down ICU.  It wasn't exactly my first preference but I have actually really enjoyed the unit.  I love that we get a huge variety of patients who were admitted for many different things such as GI bleeds, strokes, DKA etc.  It's also nice that they aren't in such a critical state that they are intubated and they can't talk.  I like being able to actually interact with my patients.  The one bummer is I got assigned to a night nurse.  It's a little rough sometimes but I get by.  In the end it only ends up being 18 shifts or 216 hours.  I can endure anything for that long!

Overall the class load is much lighter this semester which is wonderful!

I do get a little concerned thinking about how I have no clue what my plans are after graduation.  Obviously the baby comes just a few weeks after I graduate but then what?  Jared and I will still be in Provo for another year.  Do I try to work part time?  Full time?  Not at all?  When do I take the NCLEX?  Lots of changes and decisions to make.  I feel so torn because I would love to just be a mom and not worry about anything else.  I of course worry about money and debt.  I also worry about losing all of my skills and knowledge if, right after graduation I don't work.  The amazing thing is that we know we can rely on the Lord to help us.  He can and will direct mine and Jared's path.  Sometimes I just wish He would send me a little note in the mail with the exact plan... but so far that note hasn't come.

For now faith and endurance are the key.  Life truly is wonderful!
I just thought I'd add this gem of a picture in because we took it almost exactly 2 years ago.
I love this husband of mine!

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